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Forgive The Birds

by Hayley Sabella

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1.
Forgive The Birds Far from the Ferris wheels, hidden from the pearl of summer There’s a place the lonesome steal away to lay their weary heads I pardon the fish who swim, I forgive the birds that fly It’s the people who walk around like me I can’t seem to let go But who am I? but a stone-thrower like you We could knock it all down But I’d rather make something new If a hawk was perched above the morning we said goodbye I’d choose to take it as a sign, some things you must decide Cause who am I? but a naysayer like you We could shoot it all down But that’s just one point of view The brick that build this house It is made of clay and shale Two common kinds of dirt and stone Provide us rooms to fill I fill them with my love, i fill them with my sorrow With books and beds and coffee cups Come lay your weary head Cause who are you? But a traveler like me We could burn the place down But I’d rather wait and see Who are you? But a wayfarer like me We could burn it all down But I’d rather let it be
2.
Turn Around 03:45
Turn Around Inspire me, wind from the east, turn the grey under from below I’m wearier than the tired song repeating on the radio Let me down you frosty piles of snow, I want to know the ground With barefoot feet, unpack the life locked up under the frozen mounds The springtime lark is tardy this year Winter’s grip is strong and cavalier New England, you are like a slowly spinning girl with many masks Each quarter turn you take we see one face is different from the last But oh, is your turn to turn around It’s your turn to let me down Hammering right through the brick of walls erected in good faith Careful hands, unneeded wounds set each rock into its place But oh, it’s my turn to turn around It’s my turn to let you down Abandoning the land I love for the wonder of the great unknown The quarter turning lovely one forsaken for an unlit road But apparently I need the cold to stay awake It must be time to turn around Oh, it must be time to turn around It must be time to let you down
3.
Put You at Ease Learned shyness from my mother Eccentricity from dad They weathered many winters Looking to find the promise land Me, I’m flexible as cotton As polite as I am vague When it comes to conversation I always know just what to say To put you at ease, let me put you at ease There is history you inherit by breathing Learned to speak by watching giants Make explanations for the small Words fell like dying petals As we tried harder to grow tall Now I’m caught in Sinai's fire And that can’t be solved by speed In the still of unknown shadows I’m unfit to take the lead But I can put you at ease, let me put you at ease There is history you inherit by hearing I learned grace by watching birds fly Sat beside a wingless dove She was poetry in stillness Improvisation it is love But I’m afraid of what is dear to me That’s why I’m pushing you away Can’t help but keep to what’s familiar I hope to learn to love someday Till then I’ll put you at ease, let me put you at ease There is history you inherit by leaving
4.
Cape Cod 02:34
Cape Cod You blow my mind in a Cape Cod kinda way With a sandbar spine and a rose hip bush And cigarettes a pack a day I turned around at seventeen Learned to drive, I went the other way Said “anywhere, but east from here is where I wanna to be” With a backpack full of principles And how things ought to be All figured out and folded neat Like my mother’s laundered sheets Self-righteous as a pastor’s kid Before he learned what his father did I said “anywhere, but east from here is where I’m gonna be” Kindness used to come so easy How’d I learn to be so mean? Not to your face, but in my head I tossed you out like some book I read With which I disagreed, that tried to hard To hide the ugly that’s in you, and in me I’d lose my mind in a Cape Cod kinda way Getting mischievous when the summer-folk go With your pal since the third grade There’s two dozen of you at twenty two And then thirty-four, and then fifty-eight Still hangin ‘round downtown Slurping oysters in October How I learn to be so mean? Thinkin “anywhere but east from here is where I wanna be” Or where I ought to be
5.
Father’s Clothes Hey child, where you running to? It’s safer here with me, safer here with me Your skin is cold from the holes You’ve worn in your clothes, worn in your father’s clothes But warm your skin, c’mon in your running all the time Warm your skin, c’mon in your running all the time If you’ll be patient with me, I’ll read from a book we learned to read when we were kids I’m sorry friend if I begin to look a bit confused, or unsure with my words Won’t you say to me? Drop your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re trying all the time Drop your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re trying all the time My brother, you’re brave before the world They see you looking bold, we all know you’re so bold You’re young and greedy, I see you looking old From ripening too quick and trying all the time But rest your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re tired all the time Rest your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re tired all the time Rest your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re tired all the time Rest your skin, c’mon in, I know you’re tired all the time
6.
Roman Ocean 03:29
Roman Ocean We can’t avoid a collision can we Can’t steer away your blazing gaze Call it a delusion shall we Can’t see stars fall in the blaze of day Go sail your Roman ocean I cannot be your conquest Old and warlike as a Trojan To tempt a thirsty empress We delight ‘cause our hands are harsh now Blistered, cracked and weather-worn Walk along the cliff indifferent Growing golden past the dawn Go sail your Roman ocean I cannot be your conquest, no Old and warlike as a Trojan To tempt a thirsty empress We can’t avoid a collision can we Can’t steer away your blazing gaze Call it a decision shall we Can’t see stars fall in the blaze of day Can’t see you fall, in the blaze of day Go sail your Roman ocean I cannot be your conquest
7.
Maria 03:32
Maria I run a tire shop in Barcelona Since I was twenty-four I’d be running out the door Back to my home in Almeria See, I come from the south That’s where I learned to run my mouth And these northern folk Can be so damn polite Good manners keep you in the dark And I keep turning on the light Can I call you Maria? It’s your smile it’s your face It’s your fire it’s your grace Can I call you Maria? It’s a compliment, I can promise you that I wouldn’t quite say that I’m retired But my kids now run the store, Became too much of a chore Ever since the day I got a phone call Said she wouldn’t be at work Today or any other day And it’s been three years Her desk still looks the same There’s a picture of her mom On an elephant in the rain Chorus Bridge You are on a holiday, not looking for work Could I persuade you to stay, you’d have a job here in Spain Oh I called her Maria Couldn’t answer the phone She went out off on her own So can I call you Maria It’s a compliment, I can promise you that
8.
Proud 03:57
Proud Love it’ll slay you Make you smaller, and smaller every time Its currents are mighty Lift you up, and carry you over the line But if all you have is excuses Nothing solid to hold you when you reach the other side Blame it all on your bruises These arms know how to hold you But you were never mine Are you braver now? Are you weak enough to be strong? Are you feeling proud? Cause I’ve tried to love a proud man A proud man won’t take my love We had our moments Chasing after the same dream And that isn’t worthless But we saw things we were never meant to see And if all we had was our dreaming Nothing fertile to plant in To make it come alive I don’t blame you for what you were feeling Lord knows it was pretty, And sure I felt it too But are we braver now Are we weak enough to be strong Are you still feeling proud Cause I’ve tried to love a proud man A proud man won’t take my love Are you braver now, are you weak enough to be strong Are you feeling proud Am I braver now Am I weak enough to be strong Cause I’m feeling proud And I tried to love a proud man, a proud man won’t take my love
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If I Reach 03:50
If I reach If I reach for a hand You say a hand will reach for mine That I’m ready to bloom but like most cowards I’m too shy You know I fall in love just about everyday But a single pair of eyes has never watched me stay Diagnose me You think I’m troubled do ya? Ain’t the first fellow who seems to think so Medicate me Shrink my heart down to size Give me all the reasons to change my mind Some people have it down like the steps of a dance Sure footed as a mountain goat trackin’ down their romance As the story seems to go I prepared for the dream Brought my dancing shield along To what was a picture show Diagnose me You think I’m troubled do ya? Ain’t the first fellow who seems to think so Medicate me Shrink my heart down to size Give me all the reasons to change my mind Diagnose me You think I’m troubled do ya? Ain’t the first fellow who seems to think so Medicate me Shrink my heart down to size Give me all the reasons to change my mind
10.
Love is a Chisel Love is a chisel, we are all its stone You can hear each knock and whistle As were whittled down to bone And I’m making a collection with my favorite broken pieces Built up into castles, watch the water Rush right in and wash it away Bow your head and start again We are blood, we are bread, we are glass, we are wine I remember your name, do you remember mine Took a trip to Jersey City, slept too little drank too much Threw myself into the ocean to sober myself up And it’s not that I’m unhappy, I just need a place to go When I get pressed against the edges of all I want And what I know gets washed away I fold my hands and start again We are blood, we are bread, we are glass, we are wine I remember your name, do you remember mine Oh my wayfaring friend with your feet hot from the walk There’s a creek with cool water up around the block These lines that we carry will cripple us with their weight But they also keep us healthy, singing all the way

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released April 27, 2018

All Songs Written & Performed by Hayley Sabella. Produced by Daniel Radin. Mixed & Mastered by Harris Paseltiner

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Hayley Sabella Plymouth, Massachusetts

Hayley Sabella is a singer-songwriter / local farmer / earnest truth-seeker / independent woman / dork, who originally did her thing in her hometown of Plymouth, Massachusetts and is now doing her thing in other places, too.

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